Saturday, April 27, 2002

more nonsense.


1. IF YOU COULD BUILD YOUR HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
In the Philippines, it will definitely be in Naujan, either by the lake or by the beach. Then I will also have a vacation house in Puerto Galera (and Palawan!).
If I am allowed to dream bigger, in Spain.

2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
baby tees and shorts with my sister's white tretorns. :)

3. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE PEOPLE WHO YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
eyes, hair and smile

4. WHAT'S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT?
"Shrek" soundtrack for my brother's birthday.

5. WHERE'S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE?
suqui beach, the seminary and anywhere there is a jvp seminar

6. WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE?
traffic or hospitals

7. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED?
nape and shoulders

8. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY?
Strong in heart

9. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING?
usually 6:30 am

10. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
dami. hey, arnold. rugrats. will and grace. gilmore girls. ally mcbeal. and more.

11. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
ref and microwave

12. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY?
playing in the mud and climbing trees

13. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
my pamangkins. the volunteers. wacky e-mails. movies. weird moments. so many stuff.

14. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
betrayal

15. IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT WHAT WOULD IT BE?
guitar

16. FAVOURITE RESTAURANT/CAFE/EATERY?
full house. 70's bistro

17. SCARIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE?
7 years old. my yaya left me in the middle of the road, there was a giant truck coming. luckily, it stopped.
when i almost drowned in antipolo. when i almost drowned in puerto galera.

18. IF THERE WAS A MOVIE MADE ABOUT YOU, WHAT CURRENT/FORMER HOLLYWOOD ACTOR WOULD PLAY YOU?
julia stiles (kahit hindi kami magkamukha)

19. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
life everlasting

20. FAVOURITE CHILDREN'S BOOK?
lots. the missing piece and the missing piece meets the big o by shel silversteind. starring sally j freedman as herself by judy blume. secret garden, the classic one. roald dahl books. mr. pink whistle by enid blyton. lots more!

21. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON?
autumn, even if i hadn't experienced it. it makes me think of dying gracefully and beautifully, and also of making way for new life.

22. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
cleaning the bathroom. yuck.

23. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
bilocation seems to be a good idea. danielle moonstar's powers are also nice - materializing one's greatest fear or joy.

24. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?
had a henna tattoo on my back. sunburst with moon and stars inside the circle.

26. THE SONG YOU WISHED YOU HAD WRITTEN?
pag-ibig ko of charlie cenzon. i feel so loved by god when i hear that song.

27. DO YOU PREFER CATS OR DOGS?
any furry animal.

28. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
dont have car but if i did i should have a spare tire, a tool box and a warning device

29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY?
wedensday

30. USING ONLY ONE WORD DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
passionate

them that i love...


that phone call was probably the biggest surprise for the day yesterday. and the best, too. (not that i had many, but it mattered a lot to me). when my phone rang it was an unregistered number. after picking it up and pressing the call button, it was also an unknown voice. only to find out he was one of the students i visited in pangantucan.

funny thing was he was in a signal area in pangantucan, those places where you have to stay in a particular spot to get a signal. the reason why he called: to tell me that he was going to go back to school. he didn't go to college after his high school graduation. when i talked to him, he said he didn't feel like it. since he felt that way, i just told him that when he starts feeling like it and when their family has enough money to send him to school, he should go especially since he was a smart kid. well, he finally went back to school! and he called me because he knew i would have wanted to hear that news. edilmar also told me that he missed me. it was so sweet of him. :)

that phone call, and other phone calls like it continue to make me realize that choosing JVP was the best choice i have ever made in my life. to know that somehow you have a touched a life or even lives... to know that you have made a mark and inspired others to believe that there is something more in them than what they think they have... it makes all the tears and pain of choosing JVP all worth it. ALL WORTH IT.

edilmar... salamat...

i am sam.


definitely one of my most favorite films ever. my eyes were hot from crying the whole movie. and it was not really sad. there were some parts that were. it was just so beautiful... so true... so full of love. one comes to understand that it is never how smart or how rich a person is that makes him capable of loving. rather, it is how big and how open the heart is. the story just touched my core. yes, "all i need is love," said lucy. and for some it was so hard to see it can be that simple. thankfully, some people have better eyes than others.

anyone who has, had, will be, wants to be, dreams to be a parent should see this film.

Monday, April 22, 2002

just one of those vain moments. :)

1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR BLOGGER NAME?
i've always had a fascination with valkyries, the maiden warriors of maiden who brought the dead heroes of asgard to valhalla (their heaven). my favorite valkyrie was danielle moonstar (though she wasn't a valkyrie from the start).

2. NAME FIVE [5] OF YOUR FAVORITE PIG-OUT FOOD. ;)
blueberry cheesecake, peach or banana crepe, v-cut with cheez wiz, green mangoes with bagoong... can't think of a fifth one

3. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
nope, not the type you see on tv. but i do have the habit of cutting my hair real short when it gets too long.

4. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES.
John, Paul, George and Ringo.

5. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE?
i've never been out of the country but i have lived away from home for 2 years during my jvp year

6. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
spending time with JVP alumi

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
practicing for our class plays

8. WHAT IS THE MOST INSANE THING YOU'VE DONE FOR/TO YOUR CRUSH THAT HE/SHE MIGHT NOT/MIGHT KNOW ABOUT?
checking out his schedule for the semester

9. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
eh... do i even want to wed?
if ever... marrying the right guy, with just his family and my family as witnesses

10. WOULD YOU EVER JOIN TEMPTATION ISLAND?
pathetic show... i don't see the point.

11. NAME THREE [3] TEACHERS YOU LIKED IN HIGH SCHOOL/ELEMENTARY.
Alex Vista (2nd year english), Angie Paculan (3rd and 4th year english), Benjie dela Pena (2nd year speech)

12. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE QUOTE? WHAT IS IT?
Dance as if nobody's watching, Risk as if you have nothing to lose.

13. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS... [CARE TO SHARE THE STORY?]
15. first year college. we were in the same barkada but he liked another friend. i gave way because there was no point to pursue the feeling. guess who? hahaha!

14. THE SCHOOL PICTURE YOU BURIED IN YOUR BOTTOM DRAWER?
eh? didn't take a lot of pictures then

15. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD PREFERENCES? WHAT ARE THEY?
i like men's clothing better than women's clothing, i'd wear sneakers with any attire kahit bagay o hindi... and other things i can't remember at the moment.

16. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
infidelity

17. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? [care to share why?]
marseilles. adette. ramon. D. (though i am not necessarily theirs).

18. NAME ONE TV CHARACTER YOU'D MOST WANT TO BE.
arnold of "hey, arnold."

19. IF YOU WERE FAMOUS, AND WERE TO BE A GUEST ON A TALK SHOW, WHOSE SHOW WOULD YOU CHOOSE? WHY?
Private Conversations with Boy Abunda.

20. GIVE YOURSELF A PORN STAR NAME.
Never mind.

21. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD SLEEPING HABITS?
I rub my legs together so i could fall asleep

22. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
Sagada? pero this might be after summer. mostly it's seminars

23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW? [we're talking about right this moment]
As I lay me down and dance with me

24. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
dance with me... i want to be your partner can't you see...

25. DO YOU KNOW AT LEAST ONE DISNEY SONG BY HEART? WHICH ONE?
i'm not good with lyrics

26. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE.
two story, five bedroom wooden house by a beach or lake in naujan plus two dogs.

27. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
shorts and shirt

28. WHAT'S IN YOUR BAG?
pictures, pens, a dress, keys, brush, notebook, chapstick, wallet, my phone, guinataan mais powder, papers... mostly clutter

29. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET?
ATM cards. coins, money, harry pottter wrapper, old tickets, receipts, old ids

30. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
P1,100 plus coins

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES?
my sister's white tretorns and my reebok rubber shoes

32. IF YOU COULD'VE GONE TO YOUR SENIOR PROM IN A DIFFERENT OUTFIT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
junior prom din kasi i didn't go to the senior ball. a blue long gown maybe... don't know. basta anything other than the one i wore

33. HOW WAS YOUR SENIOR PROM?
I didn't go

34. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
i cooked sinugbang isda at pork chop for my landlady and partner. my partner surprised me with a cake and three red chippys, my students gave me a bouquet of fresh picked roses, and two other volunteers arrived from cabanglasan.
actually, it was a fourday celebration for me. my birthday was a sunday. my honors class prepared a program form me. saturday, my advisory class brought me to a lake. sunday was for the above. monday, the rest of my advisory class prepared another program for me.
i love my pangantucan birthday.

35. WOULD YOU RATHER BE A HOBBIT, AN ELF OR A DWARF?
an elven maiden though i want to be a maiden warrior.

36. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
Clothes. Travel. Books. houses for every member of my family. cars for every member of my family (a Ranger for me most probably).

37. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
wash my face and feet, set the alarm, play my favorite CD, pray... sometimes think about someone

38. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
Ang-geh. Hyper. Malaswa (this is my favorite because i have malaswa sisters and a malaswa father... we r family!)

39. NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS.
Arnold. Tommy. Eeyore

40. WHAT ARE THE MAGAZINES YOU READ ON A REGULAR BASIS?
none. but sometimes i scan my bro's FHM

these are a few of my favorite things...


sneakers, jeans, loose pants, tie-dye shirts, tie-dye anything, bukidnon, jvp volunteers, blueberry cheesecake, tagaytay, mindoro, puerto galera, bus rides, riding jeeps top-load, habal-habal rides, sunsets, sunrise, moon rise, crescent moons, full moons, the ocean, the rain, waterfalls, movies, taking pictures, watching tv, friends, my pamangkins, printed socks, text messages, sour candy, braided hair, computer games, my mom, retro attire especially the 60's and 70's, songs, dancing, listening to people singing, listening to people playing the guitar, bumping into old friends, having crushes, the "pursuit", personal e-mail, snail mail, finding unexpected money in your pocket, 2AM, as i lay me down, sleeping beside someone you care for, flirting, pakiramdaman, traveling, dreaming, reading good books, spiders, banana cinnamon, being surprised, boots, comfortable and worn-out shirts, strawberry yogurt milk, strawberry yogurt, free rides, bear hugs, roald dahl books, paulo coelho books, lord of the rings stuff, harry potter stuff, love, friendship, romance, banana cream pie, clothes that fit perfectly, sincere compliments, a job well done... so much more!